Life part 2

A few months ago, I vented about my feelings for a girl I used to know. Well, I recently discovered that she was planning to move up to Leeds to live with her boyfriend. From where she currently lives (At least according to her facebook profile, which, by her admission she forgets to update), that's roughly a two hour drive. So that means that she'll be leaving her friends and family behind.

I feel... conflicted. I realise that I still haven't physically seen her in years, but I still held on to hope that I might bump into her. That looks like it might not happen. However, her going depends on her getting a job up there. I don't know what will happen if she doesn't: Maybe she'll stay in Gloucester, maybe she'll move in anyway. Maybe they'll break up. 

As selfish as it sounds, I really don't want her to leave unless she has really thought this through. What if she breaks up with him while there? Will she move back down here? Could he not move down here? I work with one of her close friends who says that he doesn't want her to go either.

At the end of the day, what happens happens. I know now that I never really had a shot with Katie, but I can still dream. I have tried to talk to her online, but she doesn't seem to check her messages that often. I just want her to know that I love her, and that if she leaves, I will miss her, but, if she has thought this through, properly, then I won't stop her.

I'm sorry. I know this isn't why you come to this page. I don't know why you came here, but I know it wasn't for this. I'm just... sad...